Rating : K+
Summary : just a boy who loves his bestfriend very much even he knew it wouldn't return
Pairing : you will know
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Part 6
Things
went bye. I’m still the single man in the band, with public made a rumor, who I
was dating with. Screwed with that! I love what I am, and I like to be alone.
Lads said I had to open up to find someone. I don’t know, it never went to my
head. My head was full of Kian, just him, nobody else. I even couldn’t think that
I could opened up for someone new. So it never crossed in my mind when it
happened. I found someone. Someone who might be can take my head off from Kian.
His
name was Kevin. He was four years younger than me (damn, so young!), and we met
at Lilies Bordello after Dublins Celebrity, following the Childline Concert in
The Point on January 2005. He was the former of ‘V’ boyband. I didn’t know how
it started. He just there, and took my attention. Ok, I shouldn’t compare him with
Kian. His face was so young and so innocent, while Kian… well you know he was
so mature. And Kevin was so pretty. He took a lot my attention. Then we talk,
and he was so funny, and always made me laugh. The stuff went great, and it was
just like that. I like him! How strange, Kevin could make me turn away from
Kian, the one I loved for well… ten years!! How great he was! (Kevin I mean).
Well he was kind of my baby brother. I was baby sitt him, but it doesn’t matter
for me. I still like him.
“I
have loved someone, Ki,” I said with nervously, when I had decide to let Ki
know. He had to know.
He didn’t response, but waiting with enthusiasm
face. Waiting for something he waited for long time.
“It’s
Kevin.”
He stunned, and paled “Kevin? Oh, no, not my
dad, right?”
“What?” I puzzled, but ‘Oh, God, damned,
I forgot, his dad’s name is Kevin too!’ “No it’s not, ya deutz!”
Kian sighed with relieve, but bursted into
laughter, “I know you don’t. He’s kind too old for you,” with cheeky grin.
“Yeah,
he could be my grandpa either.”
“Hey,
he’s not that old!” he sound hurt.
“Sorry!” I couldn’t help to laugh. Well,
his dad might 65 years old now, then compare with my dad’s who still 48. See
what I mean?’
“So
who’s Kevin this?”
“Kevin
McDaid, well, you know him as the former ‘V’ band.”
“Oh,
that little boy,” he smiled cheekily
“Stopped Kian, he’s not that young.”
Kian just laughing. “Sorry. But you know, he’s
so young, and look so cute. He looks like a girl.”
“No
he’s not. Well okey, he’s pretty, and the most he is a lot cute than you.
You’re not cute anymore, Kian, you had turned to be like your dad now.”
“Oh,
had I?” he let out the disappointed face. “I Am no longer cute?” and sad.
“Hey, Jodi
still like you!”
“Yeah,
you right,” he’s smiling again. “So, how’s this Kevin then? What make he’s
better than me?”
I stunned. I never thought he would ask that.
“Kian… it wasn’t that he’s better than you…”
“Mark
I know!” he smiled widely. “Chill out, man. I mean, what do you find on him
that you didn’t found from other guys along this time?”
‘Oh’. “Well, I don’t know. He’s a great kid, and
he’s funny. He makes me laughing. I just like him. It’s that wrong?”
“No.
Why was it wrong? It’s great for you, Mark. Finally you found love again. I’m
happy for you.”
“Thanks.
Ki. But I want you to know, that the feeling for you, it still there, deep
inside my heart. I still keep it.”
“No,
don’t. Give it all to him. He deserves to have all your love. Stop thinking of
me. Now there’s someone who you love, who loves you. He is the one who supposed
to have your love, not me. Don’t get me wrong, Mark, I don’t mind, and mad
loving by you, but you have to stop now. You have to learn to love anybody other
than me, and give all you heart for him. It’s my honored being loved by you,
but you had to let it go. You had to love someone else. You have to love Kevin.
He’s here now. Ok.”
“Ok.
Thanks Ki. You are so understanding.”
“Hey,
I love you, bro, I just want you happy, that’s all.”
“I
know,” I smiled shyly.
So
that’s, it. I started to love Kevin, and tried not to think of Kian again. It
kind a work. I’m happy with Kevin. I mean, he was really great. A great boy. I
kind of love him more. And I’m so grateful finally I found someone I love and
loved me back. Thanks, God, you’re so kind!
TBC
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