Rating : K+
Summary : just a boy who loves his bestfriend very much even he knew it wouldn't return
Pairing : you will know
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Part 8
It
went great. All westlife members have a partner. We even went together when we
visit Asia – Australia tour this March. Nicky with Gina, Shane took his family;
Gilly and little Nicole- and his dad Peter, Kian took his baby lover Jodi, and
of course I took Kevin with me. It was so great, it was like family vacation.
Damned I would love to do this again. I loved it!
But something shocked me
after that. I would never expected this happened this fast. I think I’m not
ready with it. Something I couldn’t take it. And this is my fear for my whole
life.
It
was 29 April 2006, just right on his 26th birthday. As usual, Kian
made a party in middle our three months concert. I thought it was just a usual
birthday party. But it didn’t. And I never expected and imagine that he would do
that. No… Yes… He proposed her!! Yes, Kian proposed her to be his wife,
marrying him. Oh God, it happened now. Finally it happened! My world just
fallen down! And I just could smile, and cried bitterly. How could he done that
without telling me first! How cruel is that! Didn’t he see me anymore, just
like he asked permission to ask her out? He didn’t see me anymore. He didn’t
care about me, while I’m still thinking about him. Oh, no, yes, I still love
him. Even I had Kevin now. I still love him, and I don’t want him to get
married, yet. Not now! Oh, God, help me!
“Why
you didn’t tell me first!?” I couldn’t help for not asking. Well, he broke my
heart!
“What?”
“You
proposed her!”
“So…?
No body knows. I made a surprise for her. No body had been told. Not Shane and
Nicky,” he looked confuse. But then realized. “Oh, God, don’t tell you still
love me, Mark?”
“I
can’t help it, Ki. I do still love you.”
“But
you have Kevin now.”
“I
know! But it still there, Ki. I can’t get rid of you. And this, it’s kind broke
me. You didn’t tell that you want to propose her, not like when you asked her
out. You told me everything, but for this one, you didn’t. It hurts me, Ki.”
His face fallen. “Oh, Mark,” and pulled to his
arms, hugged. “I’m sorry.”
“But I
had to do this, Mark. I love her, and I want to get married. We have been together
for 4 years, and I think this is the right time. I’m 26, and she’s 23. And I
don’t want to get old when I’m married. I want it now, Mark.”
“I
know. But at least, you can tell me first, so I wouldn’t got shocked like this.
I never supposed this happened quickly. I’m not ready of loosing you. And
watching you with her, still hurt me.”
Kian had to smile, “Who said you’re gonna
loosing me. And you have Kevin now. He’ll be there for you.”
“But
not you, Ki. You know, I still love you.”
He took a sigh. “Mark, you have Kevin now, he’s
the one you should love. Don’t you love him?”
“I do
love him, Ki, but not as much as I love you.”
“You
had to love him more, Mark. He’s here now, loving you. You don’t want to let
him down, do you. I know you wouldn’t. And I’m so appreciate that you still
love me, but think I had enough. You must give it to him too. I had too much,
Mark!” with smiled widely, not meant to mad.
I had to smile too. “I loved to love you. It
never enough for me.”
“It’s
enough for me. And I want you to give it to Kevin. You may still love me, but
please love Kevin more. Please….” with pleading eyes.
“Ok,”
I give up with smiled.
He smiled. “Thank you,” then hugged me.
“So
now, I asked your permission to marrying my girlfriend. Would you let me to
marrying my girlfriend?” with grinned face, and pleading eyes.
Damned, I
couldn’t resist his eyes!
“Okey,
you may marry your girl friend. I give you permission, Kian.”
“Oh,
Mark, thank you very much,” he gave me a big hug with happy face, Big, till I
couldn’t breath. “Thank you, I love you so much,” then kissed me on the lips.
Kian,
don’t do this, this make me harder to let you go. But I didn’t let go. I
enjoyed his sweet lips for a while. He let me!!
“Hope
you happy ever after with her, Ki. I want you so much to be happy.”
“You
know I will, Mark. I’ll be happy with her. Don’t worry.”
“I know,” I smiled, and hugged me. But I
know, my life wouldn’t be the same again.
TBC
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