Beauty Love - Chapter 43 “I Made My Words”

Rating : K+

Genre    : Friendship, Family Drama

Warning :  Orphan, Emotionaly wrecked ----

Lads      :  Kian, Mark, Shane, Bryan, Nicky 

Summary : Both Kian and Mark , 11 yrs old, are an orphan at St. Peter Orphan House for Boys. They grew up together and happily, they were loved by all sisters and father, but they are still want to feel having a real family which mean having mother, father, and brother. Would they have that too ? 

 

Previous Chapter : Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter6, Chapter 7,  Chapter 8, Chapter 9, Chapter 10, Chapter 11, Chapter 12, Chapter 13, Chapter 14, Chapter 15 , Chapter 16, Chapter 17, Chapter 18, Chapter 19 Chapter 20 , Chapter 21, Chapter 22, Chapter 23, Chapter 24, Chapter 25, Chapter 26, Chapter 27, Chapter 28, chapter 29 , Chapter 30, Chapter 31, Chapter 32, Chapter 33, Chapter 34, Chapter 35, , Chapter 36 , Chapter 37, Chapter 38, Chapter 39, Chapter 40, Chapter 41, Chapter 42 

 

Chapter 43

“I Made My Words”

Mark followed Sister Ann with heart beating so fast. Didn’t dare to imagine anything.

     “There…,” Sister Anne pointed to the guy with blonde long hair sat behind the piano with Father Simon and the children.

Mark froze with heart stop beating.

    “Hush…don’t you worry now,” he sang it with children voices followed.  “just close your eyes and you’ll see the stars.

Mark even couldn’t breath. It was his song, it’s really him! And he didn’t believe Kian would make the music! He was on the piano!

Tears started to fall, and wanted so much burst to him and hug him. But Mark found another guy stood not far from the guy in piano and gave full attention on him. Suddenly there’s a jealous rise in. It had 6 years later, he didn’t know him now. He could be changed, change to a person he didn’t know. And that guy probably Kian next kin.

He decided to keep listen on them. They seemed enjoy the song.

   “Just close your eyes, and make a wish for it comes true. Just close your eyes and don’t you worry, cos I’ll be right here with you.

But Mark couldn’t help it,

    “Keep you warm and safe. Just close your eyes….” Mark finished the line. He glad he still remembered it. He should, he made that song!

Mark’s voice jumped them all, espc. Father Simon and of course that pretty lad; Kian. He froze, and Mark could tell it was really him. He wouldn’t forget that pretty face, no one would. He just didn’t imagine Kian would this pretty even for a boy!

    “Mark…?” Father Simon was the first one who called him.

   “Yes, father it’s me,” Mark even relieved Father Simon still remembered.

   “What a surprise! Well, come in, join us,” he right away invited him to come closer.

A bit hesitated but Sister Anne pushed him forward, and shyly he came closer. He could tell, the closer he made to Kian, the faster his heart beating. And he could tell Kian was the Kiane. He didn’t move from where he sat, just watched him with force face. 

    “Mark, you came back?” Father Simon hugged the boy tightly till he almost couldn’t breath.

    “Yes, father, just for visiting.”

    “Great, what a time you came back, Mark!” there’s a clear happiness surprised word there.

Mark just smile. He took a sight to Kian who was still sit on the chair, but now he could see clear he was in tears.

Father Simon turned to Kian.

    “Kian…, Mark is coming, son,” he said with warm voice. “Don’t you miss him?”

But Kian hadn’t responded it. Mark started to fear, Kian had forgotten him, or maybe still hated him.

Mark tried to give him a smile, “Hi, Kian….,” so clear there’s a fearness there.

Kian still starred at him, right through the eyes.  Mark was even nervous. He still gave him a gently smile.

     “Hello, Mark,” he finnaly answered with a forced smile.

Mark sighed in glad. Kian responded him! But that was s it. Kian stood up, and turned to the children.     

Mark scanned him, Kian had grown much, even still shorter than him,and looked healthy. But he was shocked how slim he was. Too slim for a man.

     “Alright, time is up, boys, I have to go...,” Kian said to them.

     “Ah... no.......!!!” they all groaned refusing.

     “Sorry, guys, need to go now...”

     “Please, Kian... sing again, don’t go....,” they started to wail.

     “Sorry, lad... I really don’t want to, but I have to. Don’t worry I’ll came back soon,” he tried to cheer them.

     “Alright, boys, Kian really have to go, he’s a busy man,” Father Simon helped Kian. “And it’s study time. Go to library, now...” he commanded them.

     “Come on, boys...,” Sister Ann lead the boys out. And the boys went out with disappointed face.

     “Bye, Kian…,” they waved their hand to Kian.

     “Bye….” Kian could only smile with them. The children had been so fantastic. He loved them so much. He was one of them.

With sighed he turned to Shane, “What time is it, Shane?” without looking at Mark.

Mark looked to the man Kian directed.

      “16.00, Sir.”

      “Right, Father, time to go,” still not looking to Mark, like he was not there.

Father looked at Mark and Kian with confused. “So soon, son?”

Kian smiled, “Yes, father, another job to do, you know that...”

      “But we have Mark here, son, don’t you want to meet him little longer?”

Kian just smiled little, still ignoring Mark. It was so clear Kian didn’t fancy seeing Mark.

Mark’s heart fell, Kian was ignoring him, he didn’t want to see him. That smile only a polite thing, and was nothing.

He saw Kian walked, didn’t take Father’s words. He’s hurt inside. He knew Kian must be still mad at him, and didn’t want to see him again. But after this 6 years, and finnaly can meet again, Mark dind’t want to let go. Not like this. He had suffered enough to have the guilty feeling of leaving Kian. And he couldn’t take Kian get away form his head.

    “Kian… please…,” Mark hardly spoke.

He stopped. There's a Silent then turned back. He approached him. Mark felt nervous. Kian’s eyes were so deep into him. And there right no mistaken, a hard slap landed on Mark's cheek, jumped everyone there. And a strong hand caught Kian’s hand before second slap could land. It was the other lad. Somehow, they had thought this could happen when they both got meet again, or Kian seeing Mark again.

Mark jumped with the slap but didn’t fight back. He knew he deserved it. Kian hated him.

     “You left me…,” a bitter voice came from Kian. His breath started to run.

     “I’m sorry,” that’s all Mark could say.

     “You left me, Mark, how could you leave me without any words!? How could you ignore me for the whole day, then left me without saying goodbye!? You hurt me!!!” Kian started to hysterical, and that strong hands had keep Kian calm.

     “Easy…Kian… don’t let this got you again…,” Shane was so worried.

     “No! I hate you, Mark, I hate you!!!” he shouted in hated.

     “I know! I’m sorry, Kian, I’m so sorry, but you know I had to…,” Mark tried his best to keep looking at Kian. A sad face and the abandoning feeling were so visible there. Mark couldn’t stand it. He hurted Kian so bad.

     “I deserve if you hate me, Kian, I deserve it….” So clearly with Kian wet eyes by the tears.

Mark sighed, and looked a bit to father Simon, felt uneasy.

     “Well, I think I’m not accepted here. I better get going….” 

He was about to leave a begging voice stopped him, with grabbing Mark’s hand

      “Don’t walk away again, Mark…,I don’t like it…”

      “Ki…?”

And he broke in tears. His body was shaken, then brust to him hugged the taller boy.

      “No… please… don’t leave me again, Mark…” he hung on Mark’s arms.

Mark was shock but sighed in relieved. He hugged him tight; felt the body he missed so much.

     “Oh… Ki.. I’m sory, I’m so sorry…,” he held him tight.

He didn’t replay just hugged the lad, like didn’t want to let him go.

Shane watched them in silent. He could feel the boy’s feeling, his emotion. So this was Mark lad. Kian’s soul mate. The boy Kian’s loved. Somehow he knew how was Kian’s feeling about this Mark, even since he was child. Kian couldn’t be separated from this boy. Shane inhaled a deep breath. ‘Oh, God, a new chapter again. After Kian’s real mother, now his soul mate comes back, then what?’

TBC