Thursday 28 June 2012

Beauty Love - Chapter 13 - Hard Decision


Rating K : 

Genre    : Friendship, Family Drama

Warning :  Orphan, Emotionaly wrecked ---- tissueeee

Lads      :  Kian, Mark, Shane, Bryan, Nicky 


Summary : Both Kian and Mark , 11 yrs old, are an orphan at St. Peter Orphan House for Boys. They grew up together and happily, they were loved by all sisters and father, but they are still want to feel having a real family which mean having mother, father, and brother. Would they have that too ?

 

Previous Chapter : Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter6, Chapter 7 ,  Chapter 8 , Chapter 9 , Chapter 10 , Chapter 11, Chapter 12

  

Chapter 13

Hard Decision

 

            Kian opened his eyes and found him self still in Adeline’s beautiful bed. It had three days passed from the night he was taken to Milady’s chamber. And he could see the cheer up from Milady’s face. The smile and the laughter, but the most, the careness and the love, were so sweet. He loved that. He wished she was his mother. Well maybe she could be if he accepted the adoption.  Somehow he could take her love even she looked him as Adeline not as Kian, the orphan boy who need love. Yes, Kian needed the love. The love he had lost since Mark left. He wanted to feel this again. Being loved and someone taking care of him. And obviously The McFadden would give that as they knew Kian health history. And Sir Shane, Sir Byron were very nice to him. He loved them too. But could he spend the rest of his life being a girl then became a lady?

 

            Father Simon kept visiting and stayed with the boy. He was feeling glad, Kian was in well recovery and in a few days he could take him home, to St. Peter where he was belong. He could understand why Kian refused the adoption as he knew Kian couldn’t either lived as a woman, and that wasn’t normal thing. But being part of McFadden would bring Kian’s new life. Having family and everyone would love him. Somehow he didn’t put a single doubt The McFadden would love Kian as their own child, not as Adeline. They could love Kian as himself, no as anybody. Kian should see that.

 

    “How you’re feeling now, lad?”

    “I’m fine, father.”

    “That’s great. You are recovery well, sot probably you could come home by tomorrow,” he sent a warm smile. “Don’t you wanna go home, son? Do you miss Sister Anne and Sister Theresa.

But Kian bit his lips. Yes, he missed them all, but …

Father Simon took his hand gently with smile, “I know it’s hard for you, son, leaving this kind family, and that is your decision. We couldn’t push you, even they really want it. They had love you, son. And you had been lucky; you can make your decision for what you really want. Some other lads couldn’t. Mark couldn’t even we know he really wanted to stay and not leaving you, but he couldn’t.

   “Oh, I almost forgot, here you letter, you may keep it again,” as Father Simon handed the letter.

Kian took it slowly. It was Mark’s letter which he thought he had lost it. And that reminded him to Mark, to his words; ‘please do not rejecting to anyone who loves and would love adopt you, because you will have the love like I have now.’  He could have the love Mark had now… But Mark promised would come in one year to take him and lived together with him. But … he didn’t want to leave this gently family. They had been so nice with him, and Lady Evelyn… she was a mother he dreamt of for his life. She loved him, even she didn’t aware who he was, but he couldn’t let go that love and careness. He wanted it.

   “Father ... ,” he raised his head slowly.

   “Yes,  son?”

Kian gulped, “Father… can I stay…?”

Father Simon froze.

    “Kian…?” looked to the child eyes deeply.

    “I don’t wanna go, Father, I wanna stay here, even I had to be Adeline. Is that alright?”

Father Simon looked to the boy carefully for ensuring, “Are you sure, son?”

Kian nodded slightly. “It’s for Lady Evelyn. She had been great with me, Father, she loves me, even she doesn’t know who I am. She made me live again, and they said I made her live again….”

Father Simon got the point. He smiled. “Even you have to live as Adeline..?”

Kian nodded again.

    “And you don’t mind if I tell Lord McFadden now?”

Again he nodded.

    “Alright, I’ll tell them now, Kian.” Then he leaved with a smile.

Kian a deep breath as Father Simon leaved. He took a sight to Sir Shane who stood not far from there looked at him with his flat eyes no emotion. He always got near Kian and heard what they talking. He looked to those eyes and didn’t know what he thinks of, but Kian believed Sir Shane wouldn’t please with his decision, replacing Miss Adeline. He shivered, still uncomforted with the man.

 

It wasn’t long when Father Simon came with Lord McFadden, Sir Paul, and Youngsir Byron. They were smiled in nervous. Kian was even nervous.

Lord McFadden took a sit beside the bed, and looked to he boy warmly.

 

    “Son, is there something you want to tell us?” with the eyes hoping

Kian looked his Father in nervous who gave him a warm comforting smile. He then turned back to Lord McFadden.

    "Yes …”

    “Well, say it, boy.”

Again Kian took a little sight to his Father, then back to Lord McFadden and those men.

 

 

   “Is there any possible I could stay here, Sir? I wouldn’t mind if I have to be Miss Adeline, Sir, and I promise I’ll be good, I won’t be naughty, I promise,” it was like the orphans said for insisting someone to adopt them, included Kian.

Lord McFadden had to smile in gladness.

   “Of course, Kian, we are pleased to accept you, son, and how you willingly to be Adeline for her mother.”

Kian didn’t say a word, just looked to the Lord eyes.

    “We know you’ll be a good boy, because you are a very nice kid. And we promise too, we will love you as Kian from our bottom heart, not as Adeline.”

Kian still didn’t say a word.

He took Kian’s hand and held gently. “We are so much appreciated kid, and thank you very much,” he embraced him warmly and full of love.

Kian absorbed the hug and the love. He needed this too.

Lord McFadden pulled of the boy and gave him a full gladness eyes with happiness.

    “We will arranged everything by now, so you don’t have to leave this house, you may use this chamber as your chamber, and it will be yours son.”

Kian was numb with the words. This beautiful big chamber will be his, unbelievable. The chamber was belonged to Adeline. He loved this chamber, he liked the bed, and he didn’t want leave from this room. But he remembered, there’s some one who will be not pleased with the fact he would use this chamber as his room. He looked to the man, and he still stood and clod and flat eyes, still no emotion.

Lord Mcfadden took his breath in full of happiness.

    “Alright, so, I think we had to start doing your paper, son,” giving him a smile. He turned to Father Simon,

    “Shall we Father?”

    “Yes, of course, Milord.”

With that they left with Sir Paul, leaved YoungSir Byron stayed at the room.

 

With a warm smile, Byron had to thank the boy.

 

     “Thank you very much, Kian, we all appreciate it for what you doing now. And we promise you’ll be treating good, and loved. And I’m you brother, now, Kian, we believed we’ll be alright, there’s nothing to afraid of. And course you will have Shane on your side 24/7. He’s not a servant, he’s a part this family and he will be your friend and will attend your every needs. So anytime you need help, just ask him, he will be please to serve you, won’t you Shane?” he turned to the scary cold man.

    “Yes, of course, Sir,” Shane nodded politely.

Kian gulped in fear with the man. He would stick with this man.

Young McFadden smiled, “Don’t worry, Shane is a good lad, he is full of love, you will be comfort with him, Kian, I promise,” with still smiling.

Kian couldn’t say a word with looking to the ice man. Could be? He was the lad who he believed displease with him.’ Oh, Lord, how could I live here, if there’s some one still didn’t like. How would I survive? Kian could only pray.

Well he prayed with all this. His destiny would change by now, and he couldn’t turn back again. The only reason he’s doing this was only to make Lady Evelyn happy, even he had to be her daughter. And feared him for what happened if The Lady passed away. Would they dump him, back to the orphan house? He didn’t want to imagine that. That’s he would do anything to make Lady Evelyn happy and live again. Probably that would make him happy as he got a mother and family he needed.  

He looked to the nice young sir who will become his brother, then gave him a smile slightly. He really liked this YoungSir.  Kian was only hope he chose the right thing for his life.

 

TBC 

 

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