Rating : T
Pairing : Still Marki
Summary
: When a boy not as lucky as the other, he's trying to regain his
happiness, of course with his beloved family and friend helps.
Warning : Slash but not adult - Emotionaly wrecked
Part 12 – Surrounding By
Love
It
was still like a dream. It wouldn’t this easy! But I it is! I love him and he
loves me back! And I swear to God I didn’t take the advantage of his fragile. I
really love him, love him very much. And all I want to do just to stay with
him, never let it go like Nicky did. Never. I promised myself to stay with him and
go wherever he wants to go. Please, Lord, let it be true. He had suffered
enough, don’t make me failed him too.
And I didn’t know, was it my
imagination or what, but he looked more cheered up than before. Like he was
freshening again. Was it because our love? Well I don’t, hope it is. so that
means he was sure with his feeling, and really love me. Thank you Lord. And it’s not only me who noticed. Shane was
too!
“He changed, you know,” Shane talked to me.
I
froze nervous. No chance he would noticed that, “What you mean?”
He
smiled, “Well he looked more relaxing and cheered up like I never seen before.
You made him changed, Mark.”
. “I did nothing, Shane.”
“Yes, you did. And he knows that.”
I
kept silent.
“You love him, don’t you,”
I
stunned. Should I answer that? Well I didn’t prepare for what going to happen
next if he knew bout my love affair with Kian. He would freak out!!
“Say it, Mark, don’t have to hide. I knew
it even you didn’t tell.”
I
gulped. And I know I couldn’t lie. He’s Kian’s brother, and I knew he loved
Kian very much. Hope so.
“I’m sorry, Shane, I can’t help it.”
But
he smiled. “I know that. And I guessed there’s something between you two,” and
there’s no angry or judgement in his eyes.
“You okay with it, Shane?”
“Well, it doesn’t like I expected, Mark.
But I know he loves you. Don’t you know, he talked about you 24/7 as like as he
talked about Nicky. You gave him a good influence, Mark. And I thanked of
that.”
“Thank you Shane,” I sighed in relieved.
“But I want to know, was it a pity or
sympathy love?”
‘Oh, is it some test?’
“None of two, I love him because the way
is. How he struggled and fight for his life. I admired him so much, and the
love just came that way, no pity no sympathy. I just love him, Shane.”
And
he looked satisfied with my answered. “You are a good lad, Mark. Kian was
blessed to find someone like you – well actually he was blessed, everyone would
love him,” he smiled. “I give him to you, Mark, I trust in you to take care of
him.”
“Thank you Shane. But what about your parents?” that what think
I missed. Kian still have parents, Mr. and Mrs. Sullivan. What would they say?
Their son loving a boy?
“Don’t worry about them. I’ll talked to
him. But they loved him so much, it wouldn’t matter for them as long as Kian
happy. That’s all the matter, Kian’s happy.”
I
smiled gladly. How wise this lad. He just a year older than us, but he looked
so mature. Blessed him. Blessed Kian. Well like Shane said, Kian was blessed,
he met people who loves him. One jerk who beat him up was nothing than what he
received now, lot of love. But why he was still haunted? ’Son’ of a bitch, you
made Kian’s life like a hell, and made him living in guilty. I wanted to kill
you so much!!!!
Blessed him. Blessed his parents,
and blessed my parents! They were okay with us. I knew my parents would okay
with me, as they were so liberate and so open mind. They didn’t really matter
how I loved. I’ve been prepared to took my decision as my own risk, so they
were respect with all my decision (Blessed them!!). But Mr. and Mrs Sullivan?
They were so big hearted! They both loved Kian so much, didn’t matter as long
as Kian happy. They even invited me to
their party family in their big mansion. and I was like become part of their
family. Their big family. I just know Kian has seven siblings, include Shane.
Four brothers and three sisters, and they all loved Kian, really like their own
brother. They spoiled him too. How lucky Kian found this amazing family. Nicky
sent him to a great family, who really loved and cared him. And now I was
accepted to be Kian’s best friends and lover. How lucky I am. How lucky you
are, Ki, you were surrounding by love. God blessed you, Ki!
No one against us. They
supported us, but I knew if school found us, they would kick out of us. No shame love affair allowed. And that made
us very careful to take our relationship. We act just like we were still best
friend. No one would ever know we were a lover now. And I had to take careful of Kian too.
“I love you, Mark, please don’t you ever
leave me. I need you. You are my Nicky now.”
“I won’t, Ki. I won’t go anywhere, or even
leaving you.”
“Promise?” he let out his 10 years old boy
voice.
I
smiled him, “I promise,” ensure him and kissed him.
He
smiled glad and happily, “Thank you, Mark,” he hugged me even tighter like he
won’t to let go.
I
pulled him close to my heart, let him hear my heart, what I feel. My heart beat
so fast to feel our love going stronger.
Both
of us was now surrounding by love. But that’s not the important thing to me. It
was how to see him smile happily again and feel safe who really important to
me. You wouldn’t get hurt again, Ki. That my promised. And I would keep it till
my last breath. I love you so much, Kian Fiennes-Sullivan.
TBC
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