Rating : T
Pairing : Still Marki
Summary
: When a boy not as lucky as the other, he's trying to regain his
happiness, of course with his beloved family and friend helps.
Warning : Violonce, Physical abuse, Emotionaly wrecked
Part 9 – Safe Me from the Bad
“I lost
hopes. As I came back to him, I have to face his beating again. That was
something I have to face everyday,” his face even paler.
I starred at him
gently, and he took my eyes sadly, and sighed. Then slowly took his clothes
off, showed me something I haven’t ready to see.
“This what he did, Mark.”
I gasped. Kian’s back
was scarred with the marks of the belt he had received so often. It wasn’t that
horrific, the scars in themselves were relatively minor. It was how he had
received them.
“I remember each one it happened. What I’d
done wrong. Sometimes
I wished that morning never come. I want night all the time. Coz when morning
come it another beating to face. But I know it won’t happened. I had to face
his beatings. Till I only could wish that I could sleep tide, even I never
could! The pain from the beating made me couldn’t sleep. Even if I could sleep, it means the pain was
too much to feel, and it would be double when I woke up. “
Flashback
“KIAN!!!”
Kian woke
instantly with the called. No matter how hurts his body, he had to answered it.
He was like every moves was his last. He felt his body was trembling, and cold
sweat over his back. He knew he got fever. But he couldn’t resist ‘his’ called.
Slowly he got
down in trembling.
‘He’ had waited
him, with a flat eyes.
“Come here.”
Kian stood where
he stand
“Get your ass here!” ‘He’ grabbed Kian’s
hair closer with full hand.
He gave a few
hard slaps crossed Kian faces with another hand, till Kian felt the blood on
his lips.
As he satisfied,
he released Kian’s hair, and gave him some pennies
“Get
me a beer.”
No need to be
asked twice, Kian rushed to the door and go to nearest shop.
He came back as
soon as he can, and gave the beer to ‘him’.
"Stand over there!" ‘he’ ordered,
and start drinking.
Kian stepped back,
and stood where he was pointed.
Kian waited with
nervous. Soon ‘he’ got drunk, and the beating would begin again, and Kian
didn’t dare to find a safe place. His body was burning. Cold sweat was run down
on his back, made the wounds even stinging!
He couldn’t stand any much longer, he could feel he would collapse in
any minutes, but he couldn’t go upstair to lay his body. Anytime ‘he’ would
call him.
And the time was
come.
“Get your arse here!”
Kian froze with
the called.
With trembling
and shaking leg, he got closer. He could smell the beer from him.
“To the wall.”
Kian hold his
breathe. Heavily he walked to the wall
“Hurry up!” ‘He’ pushed Kian. “Clothes off,”
as he unbuckled his belt.
Kian pulled his
clothes off.
“Pants as well!”
Kian sighed, ‘Oh, God, it would be hurt so much! . He pulled
down his pants, till no clothes left on his body, then he braced his self for
the first beating with grabbing the wall.
Kian felt the
first struck on his back. It was killing him. Then another and another over his
back body. Kian really would pass out. His body now was covered with blood and
sweat. As his legs and body gave up, he heard a shout and door was opened.
“KIAAN!!”
It was Nicky!
Nicky thrown himself to him, and pulled ‘him’ away from Kian.
Next, Kian
couldn’t remember as he passed out under Nicky’s body who protected him from
‘him’.
Once
again Kian was trapped in
a world of dark dreams, fear and pain. his back hurt, so sore and his whole
body ached. Dark dreams held him captive, ‘him’ and the belt. He was trashing
about. He would scream if he can. And again there’s a hand a sweet voice
soothing him, sponging him and wrapped him. But Kian kept fighting. His back
hurt so much and hell burned. He would even fight when they touched his back,
bathed his wounds regulary. The voice ‘don’t let me hurt again’ was always
stopped, never come out. ‘please…stop this pain!!’ It was a long pain.
End Flashback
“I
thought I was dead. I was! I saw me mam. She stood before me. Smiled at me.
Like she was expecting me to come,” he smiled. “Well, I always hope she would
come for me. Safe me from the beatings took me to the safeties place, so he
couldn’t hurt me again.”
“I
wanted her to come, and say that she loves me, and it wasn’t all my fault, that I
don’t deserved this. But she never came. So I believed I deserve it.”
“No you
don’t, Ki, you don’t deserve it. It wasn’t your fault.”
He smiled. “I wished I could believe that.” He
sighed. “I wanted to die, to stop this pain. I suffered enough. I had to much!
I thought I was dead. I was glad as I saw my mam, and smiled at me. I thought
she came for me, took me up with her. My time has come. But…no…, it’s not my
time.”
Flash back
Kian slowly became aware of his surroundings. He
was laid in a bed, not his bunk. And Nicky was there. Right in front of him,
crying with glad,
“Hi,
Ki,” then burst into him. “I thought I was lost you, Ki. I thought you are
going to die,” he hugged him tighly, and kissed him.
Till he let Kian go, he still cried. Cry for joy.
Kian just stared
at him, and looked everyone around him
“Hallo, Kian, welcome back, son,” Mr. Walsh
greeted him warmly.
Kian was
confused
“You got fever, Ki, unconscious for four
days, you are scaring us,” Nicky was smiling. “You are at Mr. Sullivan’s house,
Ki.”
Kian was still
quite.
“Yes, they took care of you, they saved you.”
“Hallo, Kian,” Mrs. Sullivan’s sweet voice
was right beside him, and took his hand gently, “Glad to have you back, love.”
Kian starred at
her, ‘Thank you.’
End flashback
“I was close to death. But they saved me.
Their loves made me hanging there. And they promised,
they wouldn’t let anybody hurt me again. They want to take me with them as they
planned to move to England. Nicky saw this as a chance to saving me, to get me
out from him. So he let them to take me, to have a better life.”
“But why Nicky was not going with you?”
“He doesn’t want it, and I don’t know why.
He stayed with ‘him’.”
I sighed heavily.
The pain was still there.
“Like I told you, Mark, this wasn’t a
pleasant story. That’s why it’s hard to me to tell to anybody.”
“I’m
sorry, Ki, if this brought you back to the bad memories.”
He smiled, “I
would live with those memories, Mark. It wouldn’t go away.”
“It will
Kian, They will go. I’ll help you.”
He smiled bitterly.
“I’m here, Ki. You have me now. I’ll help
you to get you free from those nightmares.”
He smiled again.
I offered him a
hug and he fell in my shoulder. I hugged him tightly, to let him now that I
always there for him.
“Thank you, Mark.”
I just nodded
and keep hugging him. Till he finally sleep. It felt good to have him in my
arms, knowing that I could comfort him. I sighed in relieved. He trusted me
now. And the first thought that he was a whimpered, weak, chicken boy, it’s all
wrong! He was the strongest boy I’d ever seen. I believed he would be much
stronger everyday.
TBC
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