Rating : T
Pairing : Still Marki
Summary
: When a boy not as lucky as the other, he's trying to regain his
happiness, of course with his beloved family and friend helps.
Warning : Emotionaly wrecked
Part 4 – He Will Survive
I woke a couple hours
later and Shane was still there, waiting his brother waking up. I soon
remembered a horrify stories he told me last night. I looked at Kian with
painfully.
“How is he?”
“Morning, Mark,” he greeted me with smile.
“Morning. How is he?”
“Still hasn’t wake up, but he’s okay. He
didn’t much tossing last night, and he could sleep in peace. I think he’s
better now.”
“His wounds?”
“He’ll survive. He had much worst before,”
he smiled bitterly as he checked Kian’s wounds. “The only thing I’m worried
about was only his voice. I’m afraid he scared to talk again. It happened
before. When his trauma came back, he stopped talking for almost a month. Back
to square one. It was hard working to make him talked again. I hope he didn’t
this time. But he called Nicky’s name, so I think it didn’t happen. He’s a lot much stronger, now.”
I
just nodded.
“Ng… Shane, bout last night…”
“Mark, I would appreciate it if you are not
mentioning about his past in front of him. Pretend that you know nothing. All
this time, we tried for not mentioning it again. He’s still in recovery, and
the best way for him is never brought it up again. So please, don’t talk him about
it. Someday, when he’s ready and trusted you, he will tell you everything.
Key?”
I
nodded. “Sure, Shane, I won’t mention about this. You can trust me.”
He
smiled, “Thank you.”
I
just nodded slightly and back to Kian,
“Guess, he wouldn’t fit to the class?”
“No, he wouldn’t. So of you mind, I’ll stay
till he really got better.”
“No, I’ll stay, Shane. I’ll watch him. I
don’t fancy going, after yesterday…”
“Hey, don’t make this affected to you. You
should go. Don’t missed your class,”
“Yeah, and thinking about him? No, thank
you. I’m worry about him too, Shane I couldn’t leave him!”
He’s
little bit shocked with my tones, then looked me carefully.
“What?” I protested with his eyes.
“No, nothing,” he smiled. “Okay, if you
insisted to stay with him. But still I have to stay, at least till he wakes up.
I can’t leave him too, Mark,” he smiled.
“Yeah, of course. Stay as long as you need,
Shane,” I know how much he loves his brother.
He
smiled then back to Kian who still a sleep. I watched him too.
He
was still in uniform from last day. His naked bottom covered by the sheet, and
he looked so peaceful. Indeed, he’s hiding something. Some misery, which nobody
would think about. Shane checked his back again. The blood had dried from long
ago, and seems nothing to worry. His bottom was healing; even I think it’s
still painfully to him to sit. But nothing serious, he will okay. I looked his
old scars more carefully. It was really over his bottom, and his thigh. My
heart was like being ripped with the sight. I couldn’t imagine what life he had
been trough. Nobody can.
“Huh…Nicky…?” there’s a voice and he’s
stirring.
“No, Kian, it’s me, Shane,” he’s smiling
gladly.
“Shane? Why are you here? Shouldn’t you at
the class now?”
Shane
just smiled, “I can’t leave you, Ki, not until you alright.”
“I’m alright, Shane, thank you,” he smiled.
“I believed that. And I’m glad to hear you
talking, Ki, I thought_”
But
he smiled, “Don’t worry Shane, it won’t happened again.”
“I know,” Shane was so relieved.
“And
please, Shane, don’t tell mother. Don’t make her worried. I’m okay, nothing to worry.”
Shane
just nodded. Then Kian turned into me
“Mark? You stayed too?”
“I can’t leave you, Ki.”
“I’m okay, Mark,” then he tried to get up.
He froze for the pain, and took a deep breath.
“Kian?” Shane looked much worried.
“Don’t worry Shane, I’ve been through a lot
worst,” he gulped with his own words, then tried to sit.
“You shouldn’t stay, Mark. I can take care
myself.”
“Yeah, after yesterday? He broke your skin,
Kian.”
“And it’s my fault. I deserve it, Mark. I
deserved for everything I’ve done,” his face changed pale. Feel like he’s ready
to burst out. But he’s hanging there.
‘No, Kian! You’re not
deserved it.’
“I’m okay, Mark, don’t
worry,” he last words, to stop the subject. And I couldn’t say anything just
watched him like nothing happened. Maybe this is part of his healing. Even I
know he’s still hurt there, the trauma still haunted, he tried to get stronger.
And I would help him.
TBC
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